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Arab proverb

These simple words are so profound & thought provoking.

(via thaihaha)

Sunshine all the time makes a desert
Rudy Francisco, Complainers (via brattylifts)

Muscle is created by repeatedly lifting things that have been designed to weigh us down. So when your shoulders feel heavy, stand up straight and lift your chin – call it exercise. When the world crumbles around you, you have to look at the wreckage and then build a new one out of all the pieces that are still here. Remember, you are still here.

The human heart beats approximately four thousand times per hour. Each pulse, each throb, each palpitation is a trophy engraved with the words ‘You are still alive.’

You are still alive.

Act like it.

You don’t need to be ‘sick enough’ to validate your ED. Choose recovery now. (via untanglingamy)

What is ‘sick’?
Yes, maybe it’s fatigue and biting cold and breaking bodies, but it’s so much more.
It’s paranoia.
It’s being lonely.
It’s seeing people’s eyes go blank when they think of you.
It’s your eyes being blank too.
It’s indifference.
It’s a lack of passion.
It’s melancholy.
It’s no one having the time to look after you.
It’s no one wanting to.

But, that can change.

What is recovery?
Yes, maybe it’s being warmer, less drained, having a healing body- but it’s so much more.
It’s seeing your eyes light up.
It’s happiness.
It’s love.
It’s rediscovering the person everyone used to love.
It’s learning.
It’s actually enjoying food.
It’s being fun again, not boring.
It’s passionate, excited, exuberant.
It’s a love of life.

Who wouldn’t choose that?

I realize now that I never really hated my body, it was so much deeper than that. But staring at these arms that have lifted me up and these legs that have borne me farther than they should have. These hips that pronounce me “woman.” Every inch of myself, even if I am more hill than valley. The fact that my fingers can move in an intricate dance when I tell them to… How could I ever hate such an instrument as me? I have bullied myself into the last corner of my mind only because I could. Because life hurts and I thought lashing out would help. Because pain and suffering - of course these things ache, but so does happiness and joy. Feeling, in all aspects, is sharp. Wouldn’t it be the most brilliant defiance to love myself? It would make the universe that I’ve been trying to prove myself to, entirely obsolete. Because in a state of acceptance I would be the beginning and end of my worth. I could define my own weight.

5:42 p.m. (To-do list on days I can’t function)


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1). Wash your sheets, change your pillow case, wash your blankets. Wash away all the days you’ve spent withering in bed crying. Wash the tears off your pillowcase. Wash away the sad skin cells. Wash away the darkness.

2). Take a shower today. Brush your teeth. Make yourself a good breakfast and remind yourself that you deserve to eat. Dress to impress— yourself. Do whatever makes you feel put together, even if you’re not leaving the house.

3). Water your plants and remind yourself that you love them even though they’re not growing quickly. The same should go for yourself.

4). Feed your pets and remind yourself that there will be no one to love them if you commit suicide. Know that there is no one your cat purrs louder around and there is no one your dog’s face lights up for but you.

5). Return all the things you’ve been meaning to return. Return the clothes that make you feel fat. Return the clothes that make you feel ugly. Return your sick clothes. Throw them away if you need to. Let go if you need to. Cry if you need to and remember why you kept them for so long, but know that it is okay to let them go now. Return your cynicism to the cold boy who taught you it was better to love nothing. Make him feel how warm your heart is now without him.

6). Get new curtains. Close them. Close your eyes. Open them. Pull away the curtains. Let yourself reminded that there may be things in life you can’t control, but how much light enters your room is something you can control. The same can be said for your soul. You decide how much light you let in. You decide how many people you let in. You decide how many people you let help you. You decide how you love and who you love. Let that sink in for a moment.

7). Let yourself float in water. You only drown when you panic. Lie on your back and relax. Even on days when you can’t function, remind yourself that all you have to do is float. As long as you are breathing, you are alive.

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